What can be more hurtful than an emotional pain that has been ongoing for 1year+ ?
Who knows how long more before this gonna end....
maybe it's gonna stay with me like a scar.

I just want to stop worrying about how you spend your time & money.
I just want to stop worrying about what you're doing all day.

If I have to interfere & control what you can or cannot do,
then..you're a failure in life.

Likewise for the other person,
If I have tried pursuading you countless of times to stop doing meaningless things and you still do it, then..you're a failure in life too.

We all make mistakes at some point in our life,
but if you insist on doing what you think is right or justified,
then..you're an absolute failure.

Every moment in our lives is marked by death..

Why bother dwelling on things again?