i'm soooooo happy today.
just got a new guitar for $900 :D

okok..i seriously gotta stop my guitar acquisition addiction.



went to meet joanne today, was supposed to watch movie. but we were late so ended up in some stupid place. zzz. wasted my time.
headed all the way to aljunied to get my guitar after that.
after that headed to TCT for cellgrp ! :)

ps.
is it better to vent your anger on someone so you'd feel better after that?
or
is it better to hold back your anger & keep it to urself?

answer = none! forgive & forget :D
easier said than done, but im learnin.

some idiot asked me to do a personality test today, was kinda curious..so i tried out anyway..
here it goes.

Your personality type is ISFP.

Introverted (I) 71%	Extraverted (E) 29%
Sensing (S) 73%	Intuitive (N) 27%
Feeling (F) 75%	Thinking (T) 25%
Perceiving (P) 59%	Judging (J) 41%

Gentle, sensitive, easy going, calm and soft-spoken, ISFPs are typically people of few words. Private people who can take a long time to get to know, ISFPs may appear cool and detached at first, however, they are actually very sensitive and nurturing people who are run by their own set of personal values. Observant and curious, ISFPs see the best in people and have a strong desire to avoid unnecessary conflict. ISFPs are patient, flexible, and easy to get along with and have little need to dominate or control others. They are nonjudgmental and accepting of others' behavior in a rather matter-of-fact way. Because ISFPs live completely in the present moment, they do not prepare or plan more than is necessary.

woah very accurate.
also reminded me of how some extravert people ACT before they THINK.
if a computer were to process that way, it'd be disastrous :D



ps.
i could very well...be 1 of the main reasons why my parents divorced, cuz i worsened things by venting off my anger due to their perpetual quarrels & irritations.
but then again...when i looked back, i wouldnt have done it.
so heres a lesson learnt for me.

sometimes you need to think of consequences and people around you if you were to blow off your temper.
if venting anger makes you feel better..then think again, cuz the person you vented to will feel the hurt.

life is short, when you look at the tragedies that happened around you, such as people passing away from illnesses or accidents...you wouldn't wanna spend ur life hating & cursing people.


anyway,
WEDNESDAY was fun! Went K-Box with roxana,johann,junhao,wenbin,hanquan.
Was kinda in a lost of what songs to sing..
but i did sing a few songs anyway lol.

Here's 1 reason why i don't know how to sing alot of chinese songs even tho i listened b4,
WO DE HUA WEN UTTERLY SUCKS!

okay im so ashamed lol *hides behind computer*

just applied for poly few days ago..HOPEFULLY I CAN GO IN!
1st choice - Information Technology ( NP )
2nd choice - Information Technology ( SP )
3rd choice - Info-Communication Technology ( SP )
4th choice - Information Technology ( NYP )
5th choice - Electronic & Computer Engineering ( NP )

of course i hope i get my 1st choice :D
posting results will be on 5 Mar 2009, 2pm!

had maths tuition today..studying O lvl maths for preparation in poly haha.
After that ard 11pm, went out for supper with roxana & the rest again...
this is what happens when u have 4months+ of holiday and have nothing to do at home.
supper & supper and more supper.

5 of us went all the way to changi to eat nasi lemak.
We took quite long to reach there. Cuz Junhao just got his licence for a month+ ? Went till changi airport.. took 1 LONG WAY ROUND to reach changi village.
after that went to see bapoks...........
1 of them very pretty..and all of us went like "woahh...."
i bet chills will run down my spine if i hear "her" voice -.-

wanted to go geylang to see "you-know-i-know". but Junhao went wrong way and headed down to ECP ...
only 2 choices after that..
1) changi airport (wth of course not again)
2) city area (obviously a smarter choice)

so we decided to head towards city area..then go west coast mcdonald to drink & slack.
went home shortly after that.
just came back at ard 4am ._."

GOOD NIGHT PEEPS

sunday......................
talked to eugenia super late ytd..like near 4am.
in the end, couldnt sleep...INSOMNIA.
only dozed off abit and woke up at 6am.

went church in morning today as usual...then went bugis to eat "The Soup Spoon"
with SC.
It's quite nice actually! ard $10 per set meal. ( sandwich + soup + drink )
mine was beef soup + tuna sandwich + ice lemon tea.

after tat went to play billard with friends..*yawn*
came back at 10pm+

aloha! blogging @ 4am+ cuz waiting for my hair to dry.

reached jwss @ around 4pm+ for CCA. yeah i was super late..quite paiseh.
cuz had to take presents from joanne and pass to colin,hanquan & hon xuaan.
parade ended at ard 6pm.

after that went for cellgrp at TCT(Redhill). ahh super tired alrdy.
just when cellgrp ended, johann sms'ed us to go out "la kopi".
it was ard 10pm+ alrdy..

we ate,slack,chat..drove here and there..from jurong west 9xx block, to some ulu place i forgot wad, then to west coast.

Quite alot of interesting stories about army from herman.
Well..time flies.
Some can drive, some are working, some are in army, some are pursuing further studies.
few yrs down the road, we'd be working adult & some would be married alrdy..

from left: hanquan, joanne, eugenia, me

just some random pics taken @ eugenia's house.
its to brighten up my blog abit. lol.

how does it feel when you get 50+ calls a day from the same person and the message broadcasted across your ear just becomes repetitive?

how does it feel when you get calls in the middle of the night and sometimes even come knocking at your door?

how does it feel when you don't know whether u made the right choice and the sense of guilt just stays in there because the thought just comes back every now and then?

how does it feel when you're stuck in-between 2 person and sandwiched whenever they quarrel?

how does it feel when you sometimes wonder if you're in the right or wrong?
how does it feel when the person just doesnt listen & try to understand you?
how does it feel when you cant solve the problem no matter how hard u try?
how does it feel when this WHOLE THING has lasted for...half a year?

WOULD YOU JUST STOP DWELLING ON THE PAST!?

been trying to put my strong front and smile as often as possible..
just realised i've been really quiet these days..
is there really a change in me? how did u notice that? amazed..
oh well..what should i do? get over it? easier said than done..

i just cant seem to find someone whom i feel comfortable pouring all my thoughts & troubles to....

how did i end up in such plight?

even in the chain of events that happened since sec school.
I realised that...
just when you thought you foresee a pleasant/great/interesting
future ahead of u, life could just take a quick change on you and
leave u stranded. No escaping, only facing it.

everytime my temper got the hold of me, i just #(@*#% whatever my thought tells me. after i calm down, i'd look back with guilt on whatever i said.
GOSH, I NEED TO CONTROL IT.

a new month, but not as new start.
everything is as usual, just that its february.
lol, i cant believe i'm crapping now.
yes crapping to me now seems so fun?
okay la, i shall not crap so much.
in case you cannot tahan it. xD