Sometimes we try hard to move on with life, but all it takes is a sorrow past that clings onto you and prevents you from moving on. It's like a cycle that keeps going through your head, anytime anywhere.

I'm trying hard to move on, if only you could just tell me what you want me to do. It's been so long..what more do you expect from me really? ...just tell me please....

Often, I try to be as happy or cheerful as possible, to not affect the mood of people around me.

However, some spoilt brats tend to moodswing like nobody's business. Look, I'm not there for you to vent your anger.

I'm tired of people trying to test my patience. Just because I tend to be cheerful or look like I don't have my own problems to handle with, doesn't mean I dont have my ups and downs too. It also doesn't mean you can push me to the limit.

Sometimes I just wish somebody could be there for me to talk to. However, I just can't find someone really close enough to talk to. One thing for sure, I can't talk to guys about it. Guys are all ego-driven and they just can't talk about problems with each other because it makes them look weak.

I just hope..this year will be a better year ahead. I'm sick and tired of all the struggles and problems that happened in the past year.

If this goes on, I don't know what will become of me.

I have a church service in 3 hours time..and I'm unable to sleep already.

I don't know if I can focus playing guitar later.